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January 28 What to thinkI had a pretty dark
weekend, mostly because I was missing a certain lady terribly, but also because
I was pretty tired. (Events last week contrived to rob me of some
much-needed sleep.) Anyway, on Saturday I finally made it out of bed
around 9:30, and then took until about eleven to get out and about.
Feeling like doing nothing at all, but needing to get out of the house I headed
over to my folks' place and spent a few hours with them. My mother is an
angel, and she smeared on the sympathy nice and thick - just the way I need it
:-)
Still, even the
ministrations of my dear-sweet mother were not enough to keep the blues away for
more than a few hours. I finished Saturday curled up on my bed with two
"chick flicks," hoping to ease my own pain with someone else's. It worked
to a degree and I felt quite a lot better on Sunday. There was decent
cricket on the TV so I settled down to a day of being a couch pototoe!
True to form though, sitting still for the whole weekend was getting too much
for me, and I headed out in the afternoon for a hard ride on my
bicycle.
I came back feeling
tired but good - the endorphin rush of hard exercise always improves my
mood! That's when it happened (the crux of this entry:) I received a
sms from said lady, asking how it was going with me and if I was ok. My
reply was simple: "Hey u :-) I still think about you all the time and miss
you like crazy!" A few minutes later she sent another detailing how she
almost phoned to come over the previous evening!
I must admit that I
was hoping that something like this might happen. This is why I decided
not to pester her or "try to be friends" right after a break-up. I was
hoping that a clean break might get her thinking about the good times, and what
she is now doing without. Perhaps it's a little early to tell, but it
seems that what I was hoping for is happening. I can only hope - I
really like this girl!
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