The Alpha weekend was great, just too short!  Somehow we only got rain on the Friday evening, even though it rained the entire weekend pretty much all around us!  I came home exhausted but having had a good time.

 

I've being struggling with the drudgery of life lately.  I seem to end up in this position time and time again.  What is the purpose of this day to day grind?  Where is there excitement in life?  In the last few days everything seems to go by in shades of grey.  About the only place I find solace is in my dreams, but they always seem to be over far too quickly.

 

Perhaps it is just fatigue that is getting me down.  Life has been far too full of deadlines lately, and what I probably need is some decent rest.  Alas, it's not going to happen any time soon!  There is a ton of stuff to acheive this year, and it is going to continue to be "nose to the grindstone" all the way through.

 

I can only hope that God in His inifinite mercy will lift me up somewhere along the line.  He knows I'm not doing too well on my own...